assalamualaikum
i'm totally exhausted
okay, i admit that i always like to blame myself
because i don't know what to do
maybe i can't totally understand the real situation
but i already try my hardest to understand it
i already try
what about mine?
did you all try to understand me?
did you all know what really i want?
i don't think so
maybe because i'm 'adik'
i was so pampered
my parents give every thing that i want
maybe, because of that i always like to win and stubborn
at home nobody understand me
no body care about me
how can i go home if the situation like that
i like to go to the park
because
at there i can see 'happy family'
i can see the love between parents and their children
just that
not because i like to 'merayap'
i like to see their parents spent time with thier kids
what about mine?
they always busy with their work
about the status
it's for my family
they act like they care about me
but the truth is they're not
they just ask
' pergi mana tadi? '
then they just ignore
i can say that because
when i'm sick
my mom didn't take a leave
but when my first brother sick
she will take leave until my brother totally cure
that's why i don't like to go back home
not because i stubborn
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