CHAPTER 9

ASSALAMUALAIKUM

hye....hari ni aku bangon pkol 10.++...hahahaha....tak pe lah skali skala kan..
bangon2 jewk aku tgok ayah dah balik....so, aku apa lagi...trus pergi dapur wat sarapan..
biase ar..anak misali lah katakan...
tapi hari ni tak bape nak best sangat ...
hmmmm....aku pon tak tahu knape.....hehe.....

WHY DID I LET MYSELF BELIEVE MIRACLE COULD HAPPEN
BECAUSE NOW I HAVE TO PRETEND THAT I DON'T REALLY CARE
I THOUGHT YOU ARE MY FAIRYTALE
THE DREAM WHEN I'M NOT SLEEPING
BUT EVERYBODY ELSE COULD TELL
THAT I'M CONFUSED MY FEELING WITH THE TRUTH
WHEN THERE WAS ME AND YOU
I THOUGHT YOU FELT IT TOO

what i feel right now can't be describe by words...
:((

bye.....
ASSALAMUALAIKUM

CHAPTER 8

ASSALAMUALAIKUM.....

hye....for sure aku tak buat homework langsung..hahaahha
lolllzzzzzzz...kan..hahah..malas lah nak buat...lek ar cuti lagi lama..
hari ni....aku giler dengar music....daripada pagi smpi skrang kerje aku dengar lagu jewk..
hahahahahaahhahha

ibu ...don't worry...
rumah ibu still selamat lagi...hahahahahhaha...
nak tercabut pinggang aku basuh toilet tadi...
hahaahaa...
you know what tadi aku masak...
wah...hebat aa!!!!!...
goreng sayur jewk and buat telur dadar..
hahahahahaha...
at least masak lah jugak kan..
nak wat macam mn ..tu jewk yang aku tahu nak wat....

holiday ni aku tak pergi mane2... :"(
sedyh nyer......hahahahaa
sebab tu wayar aku ngah tak betul ni...hahahahahaha
apasal aku happy gler hari ni.....
hahahahahahaah..
aku pon tak tahu..hahahahhhah
ain memang dah biol........
hahahahhahahahha.......

bye2....
ASSALAMUALAIKUM......
peace no war

CHAPTER 7

ASSALAMUALAIKUM

tadi aku check lah buku sekolah an..
sekali mak ai!!!!!!!!! banyak seh homework...
ingatkan sikit..hahahhaah...ni lah akibatnye suke menangguhkan kerje kn..
padan dengan muka aku...

yeah i admit it...what you say its true..
you're right...my friend....
CALL ME CRAZY..
CALL ME BLIND ..
TO STILL BE SUFFERING IN STUPID AFTER ALL OF THIS TIME..

BUT....
saat kau pergi berlinanglah air mataku, betapa singkat ku rasakan, kebahagiaan itu kini lenyaplah sudah, tak pernah ku ingin kan, perpisahan ini terjadi, ku hanya bisa merelakan jika memang kau fikir inilah yang terbaik, tak perlu kau beri alasan mengapa kau ingin pergi meninggalkan diriku, kerna ku yakin mungkin semuanya itu bisa membuatmu bahagia, seharusnya ku menyedari bahwa cinta itu tak mesti harus memiliki, namun ku akan terus slalu menyayangimu sepenuh hati.......

sory...ni bukan kehendak aku..
perasaan ni datang sendiri...
but i wil try...........
insyaallah....

bye.. :(((

CHAPTER 6

ASSALAMUALAIKUM

today is my birthday....
slalunye orang seronok ble time birthday...
BUT not me....
birthday tahun ni yang paling BORING, TAK BEST, MEMBOSANKAN,
hahahahahaha...padahal ketiga2 tu maksud dah nak sama kan..
lolllzzzzz...

nothing much.......banyak lah jugak kawan2 aq yang wish...
lg2 kat facebook kan.....
tp yang hantar sms tak ramai ....sedyh seh...
ye lh...aku sedar diri ......
cewah......emo plak..
hahahahahahhahahahah

thankx to all of you...yang wish kat aku.
i really2 appreciete it
love you guys so much....

ATTENTION!!!!!
TO:
NUR ATIQAH SHAZLIN
NURUL FATIN SYAHIRAH
RAIHAN AMALINA
NUR FARHANA
RAFIQAH HAKIMA
NUR AFIQAH ZAHIRAH
IMANE HAKEEMA

thankx for your support
LOVE YOU GUYS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO  MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MMMMMMMMMMUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHXX

CHAPTER 5

Lyrics to You're Not Sorry :

All this time I was wasting hoping you would come around
I’ve been giving out chances everytime and all you do is let me down
And its taking me this long but baby I figured you out
And you think it will be fine again but not this time around

You don’t have to call anymore
I won’t pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don’t want to hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you’re sorry
But I won’t believe you baby like I did before
You’re not sorry no more, no more, no

Lookin’ so innocent
I might believe you if I didn’t know
Could’a loved you all my life
If you hadn’t left me waiting in the cold
And you got your share of secrets
And I’m tired of being last to know
And now you’re asking me to listen
Cuz its worked each time before

But you don’t have to call anymore
I won’t pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don’t want to hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you’re sorry
But I don’t believe you baby like I did before
You’re not sorry no no no noo
You’re not sorry no no no noo

You had me calling for you honey
And it never would’ve gone away no
You use to shine so bright
But I watched our love it fade

So you don’t have to call anymore
I won’t pick up the phone
This is the last straw
There’s nothing left to beg for
And you can tell me that you’re sorry
But I won’t believe you baby like I did before

CHAPTER 4

What is love? It is one of the most difficult questions for the mankind. Centuries have passed by, relationships have bloomed and so has love. But no one can give the proper definition of love. To some Love is friendship set on fire for others Maybe love is like luck. You have to go all the way to find it. No matter how you define it or feel it, love is the eternal truth in the history of mankind.  

Love is patient, love is kind. It has no envy, nor it boasts itself and it is never proud. It rejoices over the evil and is the truth seeker. Love protects; preserves and hopes for the positive aspect of life. Always stand steadfast in love, not fall into it. It is like the dream of your matter of affection coming true.   Love can occur between two or more individuals. It bonds them and connects them in a unified link of trust, intimacy and interdependence. It enhances the relationship and comforts the soul. Love should be experienced and not just felt. The depth of love can not be measured. Look at the relationship between a mother and a child. The mother loves the child unconditionally and it can not be measured at all.   A different dimension can be attained between any relationships with the magic of love. Love can be created. You just need to focus on the goodness of the other person. If this can be done easily, then you can also love easily. And remember we all have some positive aspect in us, no matter how bad our deeds maybe. And as God said �Love all� 

Depending on context, love can be of different varieties. Romantic love is a deep, intense and unending. It shared on a very intimate and interpersonal and sexual relationship.  The term Platonic love, familial love and religious love are also matter of great affection. It is more of desire, preference and feelings. The meaning of love will change with each different relationship and depends more on its concept of depth, versatility, and complexity. But at times the very existence of love is questioned. Some say it is false and meaningless. It says that it never exist, because there has been many instances of hatred and brutality in relationships. The history of our world has witnessed many such events. There has been hatred between brothers, parents and children, sibling rivalry and spouses have failed each other. Friends have betrayed each other; the son has killed his parents for the throne, the count is endless. Even the modern generation is also facing with such dilemmas everyday. But �love� is not responsible for that. It is us, the people, who have forgotten the meaning of love and have undertaken such gruesome apathy.

In the past the study of philosophy and religion has done many speculations on the phenomenon of love. But love has always ruled, in music, poetry, paintings, sculptor and literature. Psychology has also done lot of dissection to the essence of love, just like what biology, anthropology and neuroscience has also done to it. 

Psychology portrays love as a cognitive phenomenon with a social cause. It is said to have three components in the book of psychology: Intimacy, Commitment, and Passion. Also, in an ancient proverb love is defined as a high form of tolerance. And this view has been accepted and advocated by both philosophers and scholars.   Love also includes compatibility. But it is more of journey to the unknown when the concept of compatibility comes into picture. Maybe the person whom we see in front of us, may be least compatible than the person who is miles away. We might talk to each other and portray that we love each other, but practically we do not end up into any relationship. Also in compatibility, the key is to think about the long term successful relationship, not a short journey. We need to understand each other and must always remember that no body is perfect. 

Be together, share your joy and sorrow, understand each other, provide space to each other, but always be there for each others need. And surely love will blossom to strengthen your relationship with your matter of affection.

CHAPTER 3

ASSALAMUALAIKUM...

don't give me hope
if you intend to hurt me....

:-(

bye.......

CHAPTER 2

ASSALAMUALAIKUM

hye it's me.....i really like this songs...enjoy it

it's funny when you find yourself,looking from the outside,i'm standing here,but all i want is to be over there,why did i let myself believe,miracles could happen,cause now i have to pretend,that i don't really care,i though you are my fairytale,my dream when i'm not sleeping,a wish upon a star that's coming true,but everybody could tell,that i confused my feeling with the truth,when there was me and you.

sedangku membaca wajahmu,senyumanmu menggambarkan sesuatu,jika kau fahami isi hatiku,ku tak ingin waktu henti tanpamu,dirimu menyalahkan sebuah erti,tapi diriku masih terhenti di sini,dan jalan ku masih dapatku pasti,namun diriku masih terhenti disini,andai kau dapat memahami,bahwa ku menanggung semua ini,bukan niatku ingin kau pergi,kerna ku masih terhenti di sini,tiada daya untuk ku lakukannya.

berikan aku waktu,untuk bersamamu,meniti hari,tak puas bagiku,dan kau pun berlalu,tinggal ku sendiri,gelap seluruh jiwaku,ku ingin benar,bersama denganmu,dan kau pun menjauh,tiba-tiba kini kau telah berubah,apakah salahku,engkau yang ku kenali,dan kini menjadi,insan yang lain

that's all from me.. =>

CHAPTER 1

ASSALAMUALAIKUM...

yes...akhirnya habis jugak exam aku...alhamdulillah...
tadi kawan2 aku buat surprice untuk aku..
bukan surprice apa....rafiqah suruh aku balik ke sekolah cepat..
ingat ada apa...skali masa aku masuk jewk sekolah...aku nampak eqa..
aku apa lagi lari lah..hahaahah
miss u guys soo much....ryhan, eqa korang makin kurus...
hahaahahah....tadi add math aku banyak tinggalkan kosong...
macam manalah keputusan aku kan...

ingat masa kita baru rapat dulu...masa kita form 3...
kita rapat sangat...kitadahmacam adik beradik..
tapi kini kita dah tak rapat??
aku ada wat salah ke??
i'm so sorry ..

that's all from me..
ASSALAMUALAIKUM